Overly sensitive

Tonight I feel like I’m overly sensitive to everything. 

My house mates have been having a laugh and a joke but it’s been at my expense. I guess that’s just life.. I just feel as though tonight it was constant digs at me. Not just digs though, I’ve had food thrown at me, I’ve had the music turned up to full blast despite telling them I don’t cope well with loud shit… 

I just feel like utter crap tonight. I’ve spent all day driving on my own, when usually someone joins me for the Nottingham drive but Dad was working and there was no one else to come… 

I feel really irritable and stressed out and I just feel beyond the point of low. My head is spinning there’s that many thoughts whizzing around, my chest feel like it’s got a belt strapped around it, my stomach is in knots.. I just feel like tonight has been so shit and given the fact I don’t feel too good anyway it all just feels too much…